Spheres of TimeLine
Sunday, 15 February 2009
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Happy V-Day everyone~
Happy Valentine to everyone..(thou no ppl will be read it~ who cares~
I know its kinda late to wishing coz its already past 12 and its freakin 2 hours late.. farkk... (who cares~
But my lateness can be forgiven coz I was working today..I mean Valentine Day(who cares~
And I just finish my bath only and still in my towel~ (who cares~ and still blogging rite now~ Swt (-.-)'''
Nth much to write so just minor spamming in the blog so no ppl would say I slacking my bloggie..(who cares~
Valentine.. A day where couple would appreciate each other most... but other days how leh?? Izzit slacking them off?? If you are really loving your partners deeply and whole-heartly... everydays is Valentine... So I had my half Valentine today.. I deeply in love with you, whole-heartly..... Jas.. Just half... The other half is inside your heart... What do you think?? The question that repeatly ask myself... until now still don't have the answer.....How long you gonna be like this.. At least let me know that the other half is not in your heart or its not belong to me~~ Let me forget ya...........
StrifeC outz whole-heartly, deeply in love... (who cares~
Friday, 13 February 2009
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Blanked....
I really dunno what to write for now coz my heart still thinkin alot~ That all rumours abt she gonna go migrate to Aus is.... True.. I shud be writing a lot coz I was so eager to express out myself in here and beause the line kinda slow make it hard to load out the entry page.. Making me more eager to write a lot and I was thinkin my script for writing this.. but now I was completely clueless what I shud be writing...The page is in front of me.... But still writing these ranting~~ She leaving.. sooner or later... Its just a matter of time.. But by the time I got know this.. I was trying to lie myself abt those are rumours.. But, deep in my heart, I know it.. It is no rumours.. Its truth... Do I compatible to her? Do I qualify to stop her from migrate? Do I have the guts to do it? Does she really care about what I do? Does she really felt me in herself? Does it worth a try? Do I have hope for it? So many question popping up in the middle of the way.. "Its a no hope things rite? Who ask u suka a girl with high demand.."Like Vei said it~~ Yeah I know it...What to do.. Love is "Fan Jin", Blinded by Love.. So what.. 我不配 you but I hope you 给我一首歌的时间 to prove that 我的最爱 可爱女人 is you by Sing A Long Song for you but I know it's 不，完美。。Because its not a Love Song 。。Lastly I wish you 说好的幸福呢。。。。Be a 彩虹 with you。。。。
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情 回忆里待续
退后 - 周杰伦
你是我爱的女孩 最爱的女孩
带我到温柔的默片时代
你那白的裙摆 那黑的刘海
教我说美丽的一句对白
当时一眯眼一扬眉一样期待
却等不到后来 只等你重头再来
黑白 - 方大同
StrifeC outz 。。。
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
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So happy~~ But there are some tears in it~~
Today, Only one word can describe my mood now..........~~ Happpiiiinnnnyeeerrrrr..... LOL ~ ~
10 of Feb is the day Science 2 for year 2003 & 2004 have their first gathering since left the school for 5 years~~~
Kinda ok just some ppl didnt make it~ so not completely Science 2 thou~~ but still, we had our fun tonight yesternight.... such a long time we had our crazy time like yesternight laughter from everyone~~ our gangs are normal because its our dty to be crazy everytime in our class... use to be~~ but still can hear back the long lost laughter by Hsio... her trademark laugh... hehe.. hope she doesnt saw these~~ and our long lost bruder oso 'appear', Thye~ such a long time didnt saw him toooooo... oh not to forget our class mon~ Triple Y~ use to be very stiff and ......('Tegas' in english is wat ah???).. anyways~ but today she so high... seem~~ hehe and our class princess Jas~ such a long time didnt saw u guys~~ like in years~~well actually is 5 4 3 2 1 years.. for me thou~ well everyone oso different time line but still everyone can gather like ol' times in the class... its wass reallllyyyy noisy~~ thou our class is Science class... normally ppl would think Science class would be very geeky and nerdy bastardes and bitchies... but ours one totally different.. you can't imagine how terrible our class can be~ can be compare to Arts stream class thou from skipping class to playing cards in class and to cheating in 'not important' exam, the Percubaan Spm~.... What a memoribilia of our times~~~ I wish I could do it again~ back to the time of our 'notti-ness' to da' MAX!!!!!
.Ya I saw her so~ can't do anything to change the facts that she is ignoring me~ maybe she just dun wan talk to me... I saw her expression today.. not really wanted to come... is wat i feel~ maybe she like to come and wish I'm not around~~ That would be better for her to think like that.. or maybe I like to think negatively~~ I try to be nth happen but I can't~~ when I going back home.. I was listening to Khalil Fong's SingAlong Song... I was in tears thinkin 'bout her~~ cant control the emotion kinda mix up thou~.Khalil Fong - Sing A Long Song
This Song very JENG!!!I wrote this song
Its not too long
Cause I'm thinking about you
I wrote this song
Maybe I'm wrong
To be call all about you
I don’t know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But,maybe you could just lie to me
We could be in love, you see
Let’s sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you won’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
I wrote this song
It’s not too long
cause I’m the one who loves you
I wrote this song
this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you
I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
How I wish that you are mean to be
forever and the day with me
Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
In every way, you mean more to me
then you love more
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
And if you like to make a song in the perfect
harmony with me
I find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romantic thing
Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
StrifeC felt very 'sanfu' in anyways that could be~ Physically and Mentally... OUTZZZZ....
Tuesday, 27 January 2009
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The Return From Hiatus~ Awhile~
Okay I know I been slacking off from my blogging job~ maybe I'm too not suitable for this coz..... (trying to find a reason for it).. anyways~ i'm back now coz its Chinese New Year and I'm free for da whole week~~ so~~I'm blogging rite now~ okay then wat to write for my first entry of 2009~~ gosh its almost been half years i dumpin my bloggie aside~ yet still i dunno wat to write now~ok think it later.. I promised I will come up something in sooner or later.. try to be in the shortest time... and I decided one thing(s) tat I wanna close this thing down coz really slackin off too much and it been bugged by California search site~ I dunno wat the heck it means but everytime i checkin my traffic~ it will be the California based search engine bugging me~~ Its stalking me!!! creepy~~ but anyways it just a thoughts so still in the progress of workin on it~ coz this bloggie leave me a lot of memories.. its my first blog tat i really concentrate on it and try not to imitate those bim-bim-to-the-bo-bo blog or like-know-a-lot-blog or rant-a-lot-blog or sure-fire-u-kau-kau-blog or i-fire-u-u-fire-me-blog or celebutard-blog... duh~ lar~.....just write what i feel rite about it and no comment to it~ I like my blog~ Its just my best friend that only listen to your words and wont say alot of stuff (likes comment ya'know?).. its been few second and I dunno wat to write anymore~ shucks... didnt know how to rant anymore~~ DUH~~
.She is back now~ But still I dunno how to get to her... tat day i saw her in KLCC but still I didnt go up to her and hide in the corner just lookin from far~ WTF I'd been thinkin?? Its totally a fate for meeting seeing each other her... come on~ who could possibly go the skybridge entrance area... yes, If you are a tourist.. no,If you are Malaysian~ For me totally no~ but I do meet her there.. but still I hide in the corner.. (I'd been repeating it to myself) Still then I dun dare to come up becoz of awkward situation happen..like...~.~...
Yours Truly and Hidden, StrifeC...
Sunday, 27 July 2008
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Happy Belated Birthday To.................
ME!!!!!!!!! Ya rite myself... yours truly~~ So sue me for being bimbo for the first time since no one ever care abt it~~~ *giggle*..... I try to hide this phrase but I surely know out there must have some bugger try to read this phrase.. Sooooo.... You are a suckaaa for being busybody with this phrase~~ *Evil Grinn~* And I had been neglecting my blogggie again!!! Nooooooo.... Its been awhile..(until I miscounted the date~~ hehe.. my bad my bad~)
OK back to bisness~~ So wat I got for my birthday~~ Hmmm let see~~ I got myself a new car (hehe... later on gonna post it coz now only some short ups only~~)~ and wishes from close buds..... and~~~ Oh!... Tons of work on my belt~~~ so making myself tired out and exhausted~~ even Sunday have to work..Sigh~~ Got plan my Sunday pretty pretty already~~ but spoil by a last minute call and I'm totally condemned to Oblivion of Hell~~~ Ruined out!!! Grrrrrghh~~ Gonna eat him alive!!!! My perfect plan for Sunday is gonna be morning 11am starting point at Mid Valley for some shopping futsal boot...got 50% discount!!!!!! ARghhhhhh........Sigh~~ and meet up a buddy at there too... he got fair at MV... later on schedule is my weekly doses of futsal game!!!! I only can play once a week oso cannot edi~~~ Haizzz Wat A Life~~
.She didnt online kinda long time edi~~ must be traveling a lot during these holiday term~~ I hope she could wish me happy birthday but only hope dun expect too much~~ coz usually higher the hopes, greater the disappointment..... I doubting is there still any love in myself for her?? or maybe I only clapping with one hand... There wont be any applause will heard........Silence~~~~~~...
StirfeC Outzz... Sleep Not Enough Again~~ Sigh~~~
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